The Log #6

Friday 11/20/15

Since I woke up in the middle of the night, I was wide awake and then went back to sleep a little before sunrise. This caused me to sleep in really late. The downfall about having no obligations in the morning is waking up late and sitting around doing nothing. Sometimes, it’s nice, but other times, it feels like I have so much to do.

After some time, I meditated, worked out, and then got comfy for some Jessica Jones. I’m trying to pace myself, so we’ll see how that goes. It started as 2 a day, then 3 a day, then 4 a day so I could finish this weekend, but then I decided to watch 5 today so I could watch 4 and 4 over the weekend. It all works out and I didn’t go hard in the binge. Spent the rest of the day doing some work, reading, watching TV, listening to music.

At times when there’s a pause in the day, my thoughts get rather dark. I’m also highly susceptible to emotional compromise. My body and my mind are exhausted. And yet, I appreciate these moments of solitude. It’s a nice break from social expectations.

A moment of clarity in an otherwise nice Friday in. Usually, on Friday nights, I’d probably be out because I’d probably accomplish some goals in the day, and then feel like I have the rest of the weekend to finish anything else I need, so why not go out and stay out late? But sometimes I enjoy the feeling of having no plans.


~ by Btab on 6 December 2015.

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